Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

Tus ojos me llevan lentamente al sol y tu boca me habla del amor y el corazón. Tu piel tiene el color de un rojo atardecer... Y es por ti que late mi corazón, y es por ti que he vuelto hablar de amor. Y es por ti que brillan mis ojos hoy, y es por ti que calma mi dolor...

The reason

I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start overnew and the reason is you. I'm sorry that I hurt you, it's something I must live with everyday. And all the pain I put you through, I wish that I could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears. That's why I need you to hear I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start overnew and the reason is you. I'm not a perfect person. I never meant to do those things to you and so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start overnew and the reason is you. I've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know. A reason for all that I do. and the reason is you.

Nunca había besado tan fogosamente, nunca había tratado la pasión. Mientras me derrito como mantequilla, toco y acaricio el esplendor.

Merry Christmas

Feliz Navidad a quien sea que esté leyendo esta entrada. Bueno, esta Navidad fue bastante atípica para mí. Tuvo sus cosas buenas y no tan buenas (como todo en la vida) pero dentro de todo terminó bien.
Ojalá pudiera haber conseguido lo que tanto quería, pero es que soy tan cobarde... Honestamente, no entiendo cómo algo que para los demás es tan fácil y natural, a mí me cuesta tanto.
En fin, otra vez será... (Siempre digo eso y siempre sigue pasando lo mismo: no muevo un pelo por conseguirlo)
Y la comida... OMG, me fui literalmente por las ramas. Comí como una cerda, más de 4000kcal segurísimo. Ahora viene la parte de hacer ejercicio y coserme los labios para intentar sentirme más liviana.
PD= Es la primera vez que abro mi mente y mis escritos en este blog. Todas las anteriores veces eran entradas con estractos de escritos de otras personas.

Maybe after all you're not THAT necessary...

The most stunning!

Si el problema soy yo y no sientes nada por mí, dímelo y yo me marcho.
Que Dios se apiade de mí. Dime qué te pasó, tú no eras así.

Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me, nobody else so we can be free (nobody else so we can be free)

Castigos del inconciente

Si acaso esta noche no volviera a verte más, enloquecería de sólo pensarlo. Quisiera serte sincera, pues este sentimiento me somete a aprender una lección manchada de sangre.
El duelo se acerca. Quizás sea mejor olvidarte, ¿verdad? Pero mi infantil inconciente me obliga a seguir amándote, queriéndote en secreto, reprimiendo esta fuerza que llevo dentro de mí.
Si tan sólo estuvieras dispuesto a aceptarme, seríamos tan dichosos... ¿Qué hice mal?

Sabes qué es la inseguridad,
Sabes lo que es sentir la soledad,
Mi peor error fue haber aceptado mi fealdad 

Porque ahora ya no tengo dónde esconder el miedo
Y el miedo sigue vivo, se la vive aquí conmigo
Yo me baso en la apariencia con placer y sin conciencia 
Esperando a que algún día tu atención fijes en mí

Es por eso que ahora visto así
Quiero ser elegante y estilero hasta el fin
No podré proyectarlo, me lo tengo que creer 

Suponiendo que en la gente la belleza es natural
Pues belleza es la palabra que aún no logro concretar 
Disfraz, disfraz, narcisista artificial
Disfraz, disfraz, todo es mental

Cómo me peinaré esta noche
Que ropa me combinará mejor...
Tener tu interés, convertirlo en amor 
Quisiera poder saber que piensas
¿Me veré bien o acaso me veo mal?
Se que es patético, pero en mí es normal

Suponiendo que en la gente la belleza es natural
Pues belleza es la palabra que aún no logro concretar
Disfraz, disfraz, narcisista artificial
Disfraz, disfraz, todo es mental

Suponiendo que en la gente la belleza es natural
Pues belleza es la palabra que aún no logro concretar
Disfraz, disfraz, narcisista artificial
Disfraz, disfraz, TODO ES MENTAL


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Wish I had known that what seemed so strong has been and gone.

I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out.

What is desirable for you?

Yo que tú ni me acercaría a mí cuando las luces vienen y van, regálame algo de soledad. Hoy es el día en que todo mal. No quería, pero Navidad llegó y nada me deprime más.
Es como si algo de mí cierre la puerta que ayer abrí. Aunque golpeés, nunca estaré. Estoy hundida en mi jardín...
Va a ser mejor que dejemos unos días. Yo quiero pensar un poco lo que tengo que hacer. Y justo hoy, mejor no decidir nada. Pordría arruinarlo todo si no tengo noción.

Close your eyes and give me your hands.

I couldn't tell you why she fell that hay, she felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problema. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home but nobody's home. That's where she lies broken inside with no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside. Find the reasons why you've been rejected. And now you can't find what you've left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems...

If you smoke, I'll smoke too.

Marco tu número, espero, me duele pensarte. Ya van mil veces; te escucho y no puedo hablarte.
Otra noche triste. Te cuelgo y me pierdo. Otra noche oscura, me muero en el sueño.

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

Sé que me quieres tener y yo te prometo, prometo no hablarte de amor. Me quieres tener. Tu cuerpo descomunal sin indumentaria lo quiero con todo respeto tocar.
Sensual, la depravación en mí es sensual. Ruge mi nombre así, sensual. La depravación en mí es sensual. Ruge mi nombre así, sensual.
Tengo que advertirte, tienes que saber que igual no estaré al amanecer. Crees que sólo te quiero para una vez, ¿pero sabes qué? Dos estaría bien.

What's wrong with me?

Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've dreaming of? A simple thing: where have you gone? I'm getting old and I need something to rely on. So tell me when you're gonna let me in.
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin. So, if you have a minute, why don't we go? Talk about somewhere only we know.
This could be the end of everything, so why don't we go somewhere only we know?...

Baby, baby. It's a wild world.

Please don't make me regret.

I have seen fear, I have seen faith, seen the look of anger on your face and if you want to talk about what will be, come and sit with me. Cry on my shoulder, I'm a friend. And if you want talk about it anymore, lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder once again. Cry on my shoulder, I'm a friend.

Don't get me wrong 'cause this might sound to you a bit odd..

Untitled -

For fear of what you might do I say nothing but stare at you...

Beautiful

And all I know is you got to give me everything, nothing less because you know I'd give you all of me...

Luego de tanto esfuerzo creo que ha llegado la hora de terminar este ciclo en mi vida, intentando conocer un poquito más lo que es la vida universitaria... Introducción al Conocimiento de la Sociedad y el Estado, ¡qué materia tan linda y tan útil! Lástima que el libro de Romero es feísimo, pero bueno, todo añade a la cultura general de mi persona.
Mañana te promociono, lo juro.
Universidad de Buenos Aires, la mejor de la Argentina.

I see friends shaking hands, saying 'how do you do?'. They're really saying 'I love you'.
I hear babies cry. I watch them grow. They'll learn much more than I'll ever know and I think to myself 'What a wonderful world!'

Beauty queen of only eighteen.

I'll fix these broken things, repair your wings and make sure everything's alright.
My pressure on your hips sinking my fingertrips into every inch of you 'cause I know that's what you want me to do!

It consumpts me.

I've never felt like this before. I'm naked around you, does it show? You see right through me and I can't hide. I'm naked around you and it feels so right...
Does it show? yeah, I'm naked. Oh, yeah.
I'm so naked around you and I can't hide. You're gonna, you're gonna see right through. You're gonna see right through.
I'm so naked around you and I can't hide. You're gonna see right through, baby.

I knew it all along...

No digas que no pienso en ti, no hago otra cosa que pensar...

PERFECTION

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you or tell you that. But if I didn't say it, well, I'd still have felt it. Where's the sense in that?

ADORO A MIS AMIGOS

Thanks for being the best of my life...

Si pudiera ser verdad ya no habría oscuridad, sólo luz sin gravedad...

El
tiempo
es
hoy.
Mañana
fue.

ALL THAT NOISE, ALL THAT SOUND. ALL THOSE PLACES I HAVE FOUND.

It's getting dark, too dark to see. It feels like I'm knocking on Heaven's door...

A veces no entiendo, no sé lo que siento. Quisiera saber qué hice mal y nunca te pude decir que muero porque estés aquí. Ser fuerte es mi decisión... Tu recuerdo es una flor, el perfume de tu voz...

Drunken plots hatched to jump it, ask around 'are you sure?'
Went for it but the red light was showing and the red light indicates doors are secured.

Ahogaré en lágrimas mi rebelde corazón.

Now you're gone, there you go somewhere I can't bring you back. Now you're gone, there you go somewhere you're not coming back.

Thank you for making my life better.

Sin ti no hay más, sólo el final.
Sin ti no hay más, sólo quiero llorar.

I said to him that I love him... And guess what...
He answered 'that's too bad'.

You know they say life is short. They say you wake up one day and on that day all your dreams and everything you wished for and you wanted... are gone just like that.

No existe un corazón que no resista

Tan pura la vida y tu tan lleno de paz y solo se me ocurre amarte llenas mi vida de luz llenas el cielo, la tierra y el mar y a mi tan solo se me ocurre amarte No existe un corazon que no resista, pero si lloras, quiero que mis ojos sigan cada lagrima tuya hasta la pierda de vista. La miro a ella y te miro a ti usar mi alma como una cometa, yo muero de ganas de encontrar la forma de enseñarte el alma y solo se me ocurre amarte (Coro) Como va a ser eso que aun cuando sale la luna y da en mi ventana no te puedo dejar de querer nos hemos reido y llorado los tres yo quiero darte mi alegria, mi guitarra y mis poesias y solo se me ocurre amarte Como va a ser eso si aun cuando sale la luna y da en mi ventana no te puedo dejar de querer nos hemos reido y llorado los tres yo quiero darte mi alegria, mi guitarra y mis poesias y solo se me ocurre amarte y solo se me ocurre amarte. Tan pura la vida y tu tan llena de paz y de luz y solo se me ocurre amarte llenas mi vida de luz llenas mi cielo, mi tierra y mi mar y a mi tan solo se me ocurre amarte La miro a ella y te miro a ti usar mi alma como una cometa, yo muero de ganas de encontrar la forma de enseñarte el alma y solo se me ocurre amarte (Coro 2) Como va a ser eso que aun cuando sale la luna y da en mi ventana no te puedo dejar de querer nos hemos reido y llorado los tres yo quiero darte mi alegria, quiero darte algo importante y solo se me ocurre amarte Como va a ser eso si aun cuando sale la luna y da en mi ventana no te puedo dejar de querer nos hemos reido y llorado los tres yo quiero darte mi alegria, mi guitarra y mis poesias y solo se me ocurre amarte (Coro 3) Como va a ser eso si aun cuando sale la luna y da en mi ventana no te puedo dejar de querer nos hemos reido y llorado los tres yo quiero darte mi alegria, quiero darte mis poesias y solo se me ocurre amarte y solo se me ocurre amarte y solo se me ocurre amarte

El comienzo

Estrenando blog para expresarme, conocer otras personas, participar de debates y más cosas que aún me depara el tiempo.