sábado, 24 de julio de 2010

Forget


-Hey, I need to talk to you.
-Yeah, tell me.
-Well, I've been thinking that I don't wanna be with you anymore... I don't want to hang out anymore.
-Why?
-I don't know... It's because of many reasons... There are certain characteristics of your personality that I can't stand anymore. You actually have many problems and don't want to solve them. And I don't like the way you solve them when you do.
-I don't have problems.
-Oh, yes, you do! You just deny it.
-Well, let's suppose I have problems. If you say you love me, then help me not to have them.
-It's just that... That's the problem.
-What?
-... I don't love you anymore.
-Yesterday you said you loved me. Was it a lie? Didn't you feel it?
-I'm sorry...
-Since when are you like this?
-It's just that I don't wanna hurt you.
-Since when?!
-Well, I have already thought about it before, but...
-So you're telling me that all this time we've been together you've been lying to me and you've been saying that you loved me when you didn't even feel it...
And now I drink in order to keep myself warm and that's how I can kill all the memories so that I don't think of him anymore. If it's impossible for me to feel better, how could I hope that someone would ever care about me?
-Yeah?
-Hi.
-Hey, what happened?
-Err... I'm calling you to tell you that I miss you, don't you?
-I don't think you should know the answer.
-Don't you think I should have known what you did to me? Or what? I know you miss me and you want to be with me... Won't you say anything at all?...
-I already told you what I had to said to you. I already made my decision. I swear nothing's gonna change.
-So... Don't you care about what I have to tell you?
-I do care but nothing's going to change, ok?
-What happened? Why the fuck did you screw it up just like that?
-Just let me go, please. I don't want you to wait for me anymore 'cause nothing's gonna change.
-That's my problem.
-You're right.
-You know? No one is ever gonna love you as I do. No one!-I got to go. Take care, alright?
-Goodbye.
And now I drink in order to keep myself warm. That's how I can kill the memories so that I don't think of him anymore. And I believed in the promise of a happy life, it hurts too much to know that it won't ever be possible again.

miércoles, 21 de julio de 2010

I came to tell you something


Can't get you out of my feelings just like that, you know? Actually, I'm eating my heart in order not to let the truth... Explode. Because I know it's not worth it.
It doesn't matter if I die trying to hide my feelings for you. I find it hard to admit it, but I fucking love you too much. Do you know where it ends? Madness.
You made me go mad when I was in love with you. I couldn't control myself, I wasn't strong enough to fight that feeling. What's happened to me?
I'm sure I'll break your heart once I get your love. That's what I always do. I'm so sorry I couldn't tell you this before but... You have to understand me: this situation between you and me is quite complicated. None of us knows what they want.
What am I saying? I need you EVERY day, I want to be with you ALL the time, I'd like to kiss you every time you smile. And at the same time, I'm looking for revenge. So? However, on the other hand, you play with me. You like it. I bet you can feel the power, can't you?
Whatever, I don't think I can get through the same depression I had when you... You know. Nobody knows how this will end up. I'm so fucked up in this deep mess.

domingo, 18 de julio de 2010

We will be together

Take me to him quick. You need to get me to him. You need to get me there, I need to tell him.
It's alright. I'll take care. We will be together.

jueves, 15 de julio de 2010

I gave you all

But you rip it from my hands
And you swear it's all gone
And you rip out all I have
Just to say that you've won.
Well, now you've won...

domingo, 11 de julio de 2010

Born backwards


The people I should love, I hate. And the people I hate...

viernes, 9 de julio de 2010

Thirty (minutes)


30 minutes, the blink of an eye. 30 minutes to alter our lifes. 30 minutes to make up my mind. 30 minutes to finally decide. 30 minutes to whisper your name. 30 minutes to shelter the blame. 30 minutes, a bliss, 30 lies: 30 minutes to finally decide.

sábado, 3 de julio de 2010

Para tu amor no hay despedidas

Para tu amor lo tengo todo: desde la sangre hasta la esencia de mi ser. Y para tu amor -que es mi tesoro- tengo mi vida toda entera a tus pies.
Tengo también un corazón que se muere por dar amor y que no conoce el fin, un corazón que late por vos...
Para tu amor no hay despedidas, para tu amor yo sólo tengo eternidad. Y para tu amor que me ilumina, tengo una luna, un arco iris y un clavel. Tengo también un corazón que se muere por dar amor y que no conoce el fin, un corazón que late por VOS...
Por eso yo te quiero tanto que no sé cómo explicar lo que siento. Yo te quiero porque tu dolor es mi dolor, y no hay dudas, yo te quiero con el alma y con el corazón te venero HOY y SIEMPRE, gracias yo te doy a ti, mi amor, por existir...

viernes, 2 de julio de 2010

Hoy es el día en que todo mal


El que perfumó mi vida con un sueño de flor...
Yo sé que soy, digamos, algo inmadura, pero es esa la manera en que yo entiendo el amor...

¿Sabes? No pido nada más que estar entre tus brazos...

¿Sabes? No dejo de pensar que estoy enamorada, te quiero confesar que soy sólo una esclava que no sabe vivir sin ti. Cuando llegaste tú te metiste en mi ser, encendiste la luz, me llenaste de fe. Tanto tiempo busqué pero al fin te encontré, tan perfecto como te imaginé.
Como aguja en un pajar te busqué sin cesar, como huella en el mar -tan difícil de hallar-. Tanto tiempo busqué pero al fin te encontré, tan perfecto como te imaginé.
¿Sabes? Te quiero confesar que te encuentro irresistible. No dejo de pensar que haría lo imposible por quedarme cerca de ti...
Cuando llegaste tú metiste en mi ser, encendiste la luz, me llenaste de fe; tanto tiempo busqué pero al fin te encontré, tan perfecto como te imaginé.